Thursday, November 17, 2005

Love life update
1. The New Guy--Well this has taken an unexpected turn. He wanted to take me out to dinner, out of a few options we chose The Piccadilly Pub in West Springfield. It was a great meal, I had Schrod and he had a Chicken Salad. He really has a weird relationship with food, picking at it, eating the chicken before putting the dressing on etc. Normally I wouldn't notice but there is something calculated and bizarre about it. There's more but I don't remember half the strange things he does, I forgot he did the same things last time we went out. ANYWAY...we had a nice convo, in which he proceeded to tell me he had on NO underwear. I kind of side tracked it out of shock, but he kept on with it. Finally I was able to change the subject, well sorta, Madonna came on and that was good for a long speel on his part (I'm not the hugest fan but I do like love her 98-03 period intensly..think i covered this before) Yadda Yadda I had to get going, and told him so (3rd shift, need sleep etc). He made a sad face and then we left. He called me two minutes later on my cell (obviously) and said he wanted to be honest with me, that his ex was coming down from upstate New York for the weekend. OH...he had mentioned a friend but not THAT friend. This is just crazy, why am I getting these sexual vibes like mad and the 3 calls a day if hes still pineing for his ex?? Must have been those x-rated pics in my Gay.com profile I unblocked are driving him to sexual desperation, er, maybe not. In any case it's kind of obvious he wants to sleep with me yet doesnt want to give up this guy. I am thinking that I don't respect him so much anymore..and maybe I should stop seeing him. What do you guys think? We started seeing each other a week after the breakup, maybe that was a bad move. You can't have your cake and eat it too right? I'm not going to be the "other guy" because his friend lives 4 hours away. I'm going to tell him that next time we talk methinks. I'm not really attached yet..so I don't mind at all. I'll post what happens.
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2. The guy from the other night---well I got an IM from him tonight, and he was so sweet. We talked for about 30 minutes online and to be honest had a far more meaningful conversation than an hour face to face at dinner with the New Guy. PLUS..this guy is single, just as cute, successful and we have some things in common. (not to mention incredibly hot in bed) He's invited me to dinner and a movie sunday night, I said yes. He wants to get to know me better (this line is an arrow which shoots right into my heart). Funny how things turn around right?
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Quote of the day
"Do you know what a pessimist is?" "A man who thinks everybody is as nasty as himself, and hates them for it."
George Bernard Shaw
(In whose former Dublin home I will be spending a night this December 17th)
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Well this week (and this horrid shift) is quickly passing. Less than a month until I arrive in London. I am just now starting to get exited, I haven't been in 7 years..and my 1st bf Lee (who is English and lives 40 minutes outside the City) will be coming to the hotel to take my friend and I out for dinner and a drink (or two!). We haven't seen one another in a very long time..I can't wait. He emailed me just yesterday asking if he could stay the night as it's a long drive and he wants to be responsible.As you who read know i'm working this insane shift...and have been sleeping a lot during the day. I can't seem to catch up or become rested or for that matter sleep more than a couple hours at a time. SO...it's going to be a sleepy-Gap Pajama bottom wearing HNT......
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Nature is a whore...............
(this is probably one of my top 3 favorite Video's of all time)
Nirvana--In Bloom
later kids :)
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