The was first month of my blog. In May of this year(2006) (due to an issue with my son which was later resolved) I hastilly deleted the entire thing and all of it's posts. I was absent from Bloggerland for a month, but began again in July of this year. Through Google & Yahoo site caching I was able to recover a great deal of them, but over 150 posts were never recovered. Most of July falls into that group, all except the two you see here, which may appear a bit odd all by themselves. That is also the reason images are missing from many of the older posts, and why the original comments are not viewable.

ahhh great morning...feeling very clean :) Relying on coffee a bit too much and that's not a good thing. I am having trouble with my diet. I have no problem NOT eating Carbs, that is easy. What I am worried about is that my body is not getting enough nutrients. I have lost almost 7 pounds since the 18th. I think the reason is that my diet has been cut in half. I am not really so much overweight, 6' 167 (now).I was almost 174 when I started this thing. Since I quit smoking the fear is that if I eat, I will eat TOO much and I will gain like mad. Crazy huh? I had a huge glass of OJ for breakfast, I miss having oatmeal in the morning. I really dont like the idea of eating meat for breakfast and I dont have any fruit in house. *must get some*. k it's getting late need to shower...laters

ugh....3:24 AM. Woke up about an hour ago, drinking nasty coffee. I have to leave in 5 hours to go to the beach. I feel so shitty. It's really messed up that you can feel so good at night when you are drinking and so much like crap in the morning. I need to play some pogo and wake up. I'll be back.